Hey ppl of global 2,
This was a life-changing day for me! Ok I need to start on Tuesday…
Tuesday I was in pain it was my stomach I felt terrible, it screamed with agony. My mum took the day off work to take me to hospital. I went at 7:30 ish in the morning the doctor did some tests and sent me back home. I had previously had Guardia an Asian water disease that makes you intolerant to milk. The doctor said it very unlikely that I would have it again, but I took all the tests and I was supposedly fine.
I went home and watched YouTube; Daz black was the main YouTuber I watched! He is really funny and made me laugh even when I was screaming in pain inside. Later that day I started my downhill slide back to sickness I was screaming In pain and my mum and dad took me to hospital again. I was put in fast track so I went into a bay and had ALL the tests from x-ray to ultrasounds to blod tests to temperature tests. I was fine apparently. I then felt like someone was going to kill me. I felt like my guts where twisting up and knotting, I felt like my ribs where cutting my lungs and my neck was being slashed open! I cried out in pain! “ IM DIYING IM DIYING!” I felt like I was. My heart beat got irregular my muscles clenched and then I lost my sense of passion my sight was blurry my memory fuzzed I could feel everything but my sense of taste, sight, smell, and my emotions left me. They put an IV spud in my hand and gave me a bay in the short stay overnight section. The sleep was terrible, I had to have pain relief alot. I went home the next day and I took the rest of the week off. All of my senses where dulled. My love of music and my passion to sing and be with my friends just tired into love of distraction and passion to get better. My life felt incompleate and it felt like it was draining. My only source of comfort was YouTube with people like Daz black, Safia Nygaard, Simply nailogical and all the small vines and discovery UK, Cooking caught my attention too.
my day started upbruptly it is a Saturday and I don’t like being woken up on a Saturday by ANYTHING except the smell of pancakes. I had to go to a concert at 9:00am so I got up and did mai morning stuff. I packed entertainment for backstage too. So I got my stuff together and left. It is winter now ( I’m Aussie bish ) and the sun was just peaking its golden rays up. I felt ok as I had improved during the week. I felt rusty on my feet and slow in my head. But I did my rehearsals fine until the end of a mini finale. “ ok girls we will now announce the outstanding potential awards.”
I knew I wouldn’t in a million years get one of them so I just played along.
this is when my gut gave a lurch. Not in a bad way, It wasn’t like when I was sick in hospital. My adrenaline was up I guessed. I didn’t know why but I knew something would happen.
From Concert chior…
Tiia Spencer. I stumbled back. People cheered and it was like a cross between the hunger games reaping and being a world famous pop star.
As i made my way to the front for my “trophophie” i bearly heard camarata get called. I was beaming from ear too ear. Plus my perants wouldnt know till the concert when i would get called up infront of the audiance and the whole of the girls performing then at the AGC!
As I walked onto the stage for the mini finale I remembered that I would be standing infront very soon I was nervous as I walked off the stage for just a few minutes to the grand final I was ecstatic I sung the finale with us and sparkle in my eyes, I made a sneaky beeline for the offstage accidents so that I could quickly get off stage and come back on stage for the outstanding potential awards i got backstage and collected my trophie for the anouncement. I knew that my mum has booked tickets in the second row on the end to the left. As i walked onstage i looked at my perants they had no idea untill i was standing right infront for a mili second they noticed the other girls then my dad tapped my mum franticly and my mum looked up into my eyes and smiled i saw a tear fall down her cheeck as she whooped and cheered and screamed my great grandmother sitting next to her was also in awe. I smiled back. My dreams where comming true! My life dream to become a singer was infront of me. I smiled to the audiance and beamed. I had bot felt this happiness in a long time. My passion to sing came back and i feel healthier and happier.